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[Jul. 20th, 2008|11:23 am] |
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Rufus told me yesterday that I was the only one around here that did any work and that I pick up the slack for everyone else. He also said that the theatre would fall apart if I left. That made me feel really good considering I work with him 5 hours a week. It's good to hear from an "outside" perspective that I'm doing what's expected from me and more. Because we all know that management has a hard enough time just telling us what to do let alone telling us we did a good job. Nothing gets done around here and I'm really sick of "ratting" on my co-workers because action isn't taken and I just get people around me angry. I would look for another job but it's the same everywhere. Other work places are probably 30% worse because everywhere else just hires anyone. It's pretty tough to get into Landmark and for the most part I've got it made. I guess it's just working with the incompetency day in and day out gets me thinking of what else is out there. And I've sucked it up for too long.. Maybe I go a bit longer...
So the highlight of my day so far was meeting this guy who came in to watch Gonzo. He's about 55 years of age and really over the top. We talked about politics, life, and my mother. Pretty weird from some crazy customer. He said he's been living in Mexico waiting out Bush's term. He's been just working down there and getting his appreciation back for our country. I don't know. He's was incredibly interesting. Really over the top. And of course Myra and Emily were talking shit about him the whole time behind the stand. It really pisses me off how close minded some people can get. Yeah, he was pretty kooky and spoke his mind, but I haven't met someone like that in a very long time. I should exchange email with him..
So Rocky Votolato was last night. Jess and I went, which was really nice. We had dinner, some drinks, and headed to the show. Wasn't as packed with kids as I thought it would be. The merch girl was Rock's wife which I was pleasantly surprised because she's gorgeous. She was also telling me how she has a 15 year old who drew the designs for the shirts she was selling. For some reason it made me really comfortable. Just the whole family thing I guess. Daddy plays music, child designs shirts, mommy sells them. And Rocky and his wifey are only 30. Makes me wonder where my life is going to be in 6 years.
Anyway, the set was amazing. He played some from Suicide Medicine and Makers and he broke out some Waxwing and some new ones we haven't heard before. Most of the songs made me think of Derik. The others made me think of new tattoo ideas. He ended the encored set with "Montana", my all-time favorite. He mixed some harmonica and some Colorado lyrics in with it and I just melted. Fabulous.
Less than two weeks before Derik comes home. Ten days to be exact. I really can't wait, though I've gotten into this state of mind where he's not coming home. Sometimes it feels like a terrible break-up but we're still talking kinda thing. It's weird and pretty difficult to explain. But then I come back to reality and my stomach starts fluttering and I can't wait for the day I'm driving to the airport. What can I say? I want to fix all of his broke pieces for the rest of my life.. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2008|01:20 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] | The past few days...fucking ridiculous. We had a bunch of car trouble that I don't even want to get into and the van's in the shop til Monday. So now we're still sitting in Denver waiting to leave. We're going to have to skip out on Seattle and I'm very upset about it. What can you do, ya know? The upside of things though is that I get to celebrate my birthday in Denver! So if you care to see me and make my night, come to Charlie Brown's on 9th and Grant tomorrow night around 11. It would mean the world to me. Especially if you came. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2007|03:06 pm] |
So Hannah is moving out August 1st and I'm going to need someone to move in. If you're homeless or really want to get the fuck out of where you're at, let me know.
3 Bedroom 1700 sq/ft $380/mo 2 foxy girls to live with 6th and Ogden Amazing porch |
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[Feb. 28th, 2005|01:53 pm] |
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| | Talking Heads-Psycho Killer | ] | First off: Eternal Sunshine won Best Original Screenplay!! Oose!
Jess, James, and I went and saw The Blood Brothers last night. Fucking amazing as usual. I'm still pumped about it. Can't wait for Bamboozle.
Tonight is Hot Hot Heat! I've been into them for so long and never had the opportunity to see them perform. Tonight the night. Jess and I are gonna have a few drinks and dance the night away!
So I talked about this last night and the coincidence is rather funny. I was saying how I wanted to start posting entries from the same day last year. I wouldn't do this everyday, considering last year is something I don't really want to relive, but I thought every once in awhile it'd be interesting. This was a year ago today..
[28 Feb 2004|01:24am] [in snotty, elitist snickering] "i see you are a scenester. no lying now.. im looking at your journal remember. but i know you can't be an oldschool scenester denver kid because you dont have evan listed in your LJ friends. unless you used to go to Diner."
What a complete cunt. This girl should be shot. Right in the fucking neck. And stabbed. Deep in the vagina.
This makes me giggle because it was a topic last night, as it is at most shows I go to. Mainly Jessica, James, and Molly give me shit for being a "scenester". We popped on by Video One last night to visit Alex and Jason agrees. I'm sure Alex did as well, but he knew I'd pop him in the face. I guess it's just that I've always been into this and always tried, to some extent, to be part of it. I've never thought I succeeded and for people to say things like this, it makes me wonder... The scene sucks anyway. |
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| What a beautiful fucking morning |
[Feb. 8th, 2004|12:24 pm] |
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| | 93.3 | ] | Things Going On This Week: [x]Get paid [x]Get my quarter sleeve [x]Call Philly [x]Go grocery shopping [x]Finish my Valentine's escapades for Gary* [x]Buy a fuck load of tickets [x]Get a cat [x]Get High Fidelity tickets [x]Give Gary sweet sweet kisses [x]Have the best(and not to mention the first) Valentines Day ever. [x]Pay my bills [x]Rid the world of all its evil
*as soon as I typed his name, the Pumpkins came on the radio. fuuuucking weeeeird.
Today is going to be a real good day. :o)
I fucking love him. |
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[Feb. 8th, 2004|03:43 am] |
Ya know, sooner or later people will realize that the fucking world does not revolve around them. And it never will. Thank god for that. Honestly, some people are just a waste of human life. It's rather sad, actually. People really think that they can take advantage of whoever they want and shit wouldn't come back to them threefold. HA! Man, are they in for a rude awakening! AND THEN they act all fucking surprise and feel they can get pissed when it finally happens! Man, what a fantasy world they live in. Some people just need to do away with themselves. It would truly make so many people fuckin happier, not to mention help clear this fucking world of its excessive incompetence. Wow, I feel real fucking good.
Cheers. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2004|01:48 am] |
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| | crushed | ] | Well events of the day go as followed:
[x]Went to work. [x]Met this guy at Taco Bell who knows Ted Danson. [x]Saw Brandon on the MallRide and he came back to my apartment with me. [x]We drank and reminisced while waiting for Jamie. [x]Went to Ben and Zarla's party. [x]Got things "alright" with George and I. [x]Got things much better with Ron, which I'm excessively happy about. [x]I'm an asshole. [x]Got a little drunker than anticipated. [x]Had a fabulous time with Ben, Frankie, Ron, Albert, Zarla, Jessa and some other people I met. [x]Came home and cried.
I seriously just want to kill myself. How could I do something like this? Not to him. How selfish and ridiculous am I...
This is the time I need a mother.
Gary Countdown 6 days |
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[Feb. 6th, 2004|12:22 am] |
My plans for tonight:
[x]Get drunker than shit [x]Go to Ben and Zarla's party [x]Go home
Keenan came over tonight and we had spaghetti and watched Ghost World. Fun times.
Cone Dog. HAHA He's the fucking best.
Gary Countdown 7 days |
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[Feb. 5th, 2004|05:52 pm] |
However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you |
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[Feb. 5th, 2004|02:28 pm] |
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| | rather swell | ] | I finally did it. I wrote Bonnie back. *sigh* I feel like such a douche. I love that girl. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2004|12:45 pm] |
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| | muahahha | ] | "Open journals are somewhat of a "non-physical intercourse" in which both parties give and receive a voyeuristic/exhibitionistic pleasure." -Tommy
Two of my favorite boys in the whole world are fabulous writers. OooOOOooooOOooo |
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[Feb. 5th, 2004|02:18 am] |
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| | KTCL | ] | I went into work around 1.30 and did some maintenance. Got boring so I jumped on floor crew with Mason. Oh, the good times. We definitely got served. Muahahahaa...So I went on break and got some chai, courtesy of Mase. Mmmmmm chai. The rest of the night was alright.
Top [5] Lives @ Work I'd like to End
[1]Bewsee [2]Dan [3]Cristy [4]Joe T [5]Bewsee (he deserves to be on this list twice)
So Rilee left me a message saying that he'll give me my ink on Monday. Can't wait..
Talking with Bobby and Big WylEE about my situation with Gary makes me insanely happy and ridiculously aware of just what I have and how fucking lucky I am. Sweet hot jesus.
Gary Countdown 8 days |
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[Feb. 4th, 2004|02:07 am] |
Three words that best describe you: Passionate Honest Sensitive
Your turn. Post three descriptive words about Gina... |
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[Feb. 4th, 2004|01:12 am] |
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| | Incubus-Turbo-Geek | ] | So my day was quite the interesting one. So here's a fucking list...
[x]Woke up and met Sean at the theater to see The Perfect Score (You look like you need a pimp..) [x]Went and bought the new Incubus disc, A Crow Left of the Murder. SO fucking good. Sweet lord. [x]Eat at the ESPN Zone. The fucking coolest place ever. Whooped Sean's ass in air hockey. I AM the champ at that game. [x]Went to work and everything was normal until... [x]Marcus and Ashley got fired. Well Marcus did and then Ashley quit. SUCH drama. It all went down sooooo insanely. [x]Picked up some crazy hours [x]Was on my way home and saw Adam in Tom's so I stopped in, just in time to witness a fight. Man oh man.
Come one, come all! Into nineteen-eighty four Yeah, three, two, one Lights! Camera! Transaction!
Gary Countdown 9 days |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2004|12:49 am] |
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| | sleepy love | ] | I traded hours with Bobby so I'm working tomorrow night. I'ma go see The Perfect Score with Sean before work. Then we're going shopping. Hot hot times. Man, I'm fucking tired. I'ma go pop some pills and crash.
I would like to add that Thomas is the greatest ever. Love that boy...♥
Gary Countdown 10 days |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2004|11:38 pm] |
Things that have happened that I've failed to mention:
[x]Bumped into Brandon. Turns out he lives a few blocks from me. WHOA! [x]Bumped into Jeanetta who also lives a few blocks from me. double WHOA! [x]Gave my sketch to Rilee and will be getting my ink done in the next 2 days. [x]Did my interview with Sean. [x]Started my taxes [x]Cried over Gabe [x]Started reading Nothing Feels Good
Things are great. Mmmmmm |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2004|01:02 am] |
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| | Britney Spears | ] | So I worked a 12 hour shift today. Wow, was it enjoyable. I had a grip of fun. Man oh man. It still felt like high school, but one of those good days of high school. haha I don't know. Hangin with Mason, Ken, Jess and Bobby is the absolute best. Oh the good times. I'm having a horrible flashback of Thanksgiving. I'm terrible.
Gary Countdown 11 days |
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